I dont even really know why am I posting this journal but...well I have already started so I guess you will just have to get over it
Anyway... Right now I am on the verge of somethin HUUUUUUUUGE and I am scared to death as I realise that I have less than two weeks time... noo you haters, Im not going to die sooon...atleast not that I know...
Just that in 13 days or so I will have to step up in life in a reaaaaaaallly harsh way... I am about to leave my family and my home... my friends, my country in order to start a brand new phase in my young life... I am going to start my study at the university! Yeah... I know it sounds kinda cool but as the time comes closer and closer I really feel scared...

I know you ask yourself "What can I do about that?"...well actually you couldnt help me avoid the crash buuuuut.. (there is always a small "but") a HUG would help me survive